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(BEATS BY @andywaterfalls on (instagram))

I don't really know 

where this song will go 

real slow oh no

tryna die cause i'm feeling so low

spent my time with the seeds that i sow 

suicide if the seeds don't grow

the herb of mine/mind helps me take it slow

die with style let it blow

walk a mile pay the toll there i go 

hung up like tire strapped up to a pole 

posted like a flyer trapped trip wire

don't be a liar yes i easy tire 

its death i admire

with it i conspire

my demise

don't tell nobody its a surprise 

feeling upset looking like a sunrise

i've really been a sunset

i haven't given up yet 

you can do it later bet

i gotta pay this existential debt 

to summarize i wish i was dead

i fetishize  the dread up in my head

suicide is where i'm being lead

on second on second thought instead

i gotta rack it up and make this bread 

you better back it up cause i'm a wizard

cold blooded mission like a lizard

clear cut vision yours is so fizzled

and a tactician perfect precision 

been post permission 

well until the next big collision 

maybe then ill change my decision 

cut it early call it intuition 

i wanna be happy comma musician 

i wanna improve my condition 

i shoot no fire in my ammunition 

unless i quit

become an apparition