"We prayed and we prayed, and I really meant it. God had drawed me that night. He had touched my heart, made me want to accept him, made me want to have a life that I saw Christians have. When I got up, I knew that there'd been a change in my heart, there'd been a change in my life. Them old programs that didn't help me, well Christ done what they couldn't do. The bottle was taken away from me. I believe, one time after that, I tried to take up that bottle again, but God wouldn't let me. He would not let me."