Like many others, my career choices have always been based on which subjects I was best at in school. It was not until halfway through year 12 of my education that I had a fairly stable idea of what I wanted to do. However, the thought of the university had also made me anxious. The fees, the hours, the dedication. The fear of making the wrong choice and only realising when it's too late. I had thought that if I pretended to love something long enough, that after I eventually would.