Hey La we could have been anything .... We can be anything .... We chose this path ... can't complain ever ... Its delisciously sublime .... Past self interest , into and through self delusion , selfless belief , an out of body experience that no one could or would ever believe .... A calling so fantastical , self examination and rejection , why why why ?? .... No sell out !!!!!1 The loneliness of the long haul artist huh ??? R :)