It’s gone be a lot of up and downs and bumps in the road, but you have to stop making excuses and save Yourself! We can’t blame others for our decisions, we have to own them. We are all not perfect but making sure we do our best to make better decisions for ourselves is what is important. Help will come, but don’t depend on it. Use “help” as a stepping stone as it come, and allow it to build the foundation you want for yourself by saving yourself and letting go of the expectations of others. In this life time it’s about you learning to take responsibility and becoming the best version of yourself possible. Live, love, and laugh. But most importantly Save Yourself because no one else can or will. God gave you the will. Use it or forever be lonely, hopeless and playing the blame game for the rest of your life. What do you want?