The sermon explores why following Jesus is hard, including walking the narrow path, dying to self, forgiving others, and discerning God’s will versus our own ideas, illustrated by Moses, David, Paul, and Gideon who felt inadequate or doubted amid hardship. Pastor Daniel Medders shares his 2014 calling to ECN, describing providential moments at camp and the YES Conference, confirmation through leadership conversations, and arriving in town with a strong sense of “coming home,” while remaining “scared to death and excited” in a way that keeps him dependent on God. Marking 4,010 days since his first sermon and beginning year 12, he urges believers to expect feelings of unworthiness and inadequacy yet to move forward because God’s presence, “I AM,” makes them sufficient. He notes the aging pastoral workforce and calls the church to accept, pursue, and persevere in ministry callings, contrasts eternal impact with fleeting pursuits, invites people to speak with church leaders, and closes with a prayer for discernment and trust in God’s sufficiency.