Sometimes in life things can get really out of wack in expressing how you may feel. I use to be a severe people pleaser to the point where I blocked how I felt internally to avoid issues from arising. I was dying on the inside, and I buried myself in this place of false perfection. It wasn't until I got truly intentional with myself back in 2017 that I found myself learning to deal with the intake of my heart, and I had to show others how I treated myself and how I was not going to just go with the flow of life anymore I pray you find the courage to do the same.