Wild Obedience Man

🎙️Season 2, Episode 6a: Do I give it all away?


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🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 6a

Title: Do I give it all away?

Description:


It’s 6:05 AM on July 5th. I’m walking through morning dew in Delhi, still glowing from yesterday’s amazing Fourth of July with family, fireworks, and freedom. My kids had a blast, and that fills my tank. But today’s episode isn’t about celebration—it’s about the internal war I woke up to. I’m torn between launching Crumb as a for-profit ministry with radical generosity or giving 100% of merch profits away through Merch for the Marginalized. I process the tension between stewardship, trust, and the fear of being perceived as greedy or gimmicky.

I talk about:




  • Why I’m so grateful for July 4th in America



  • A hilarious moment where someone thought we lived on a cruise ship



  • How I’m wired as a risk-taker vs. my dad’s long-game financial wisdom



  • My battle between making money and giving everything away



  • The dream that pushed me to consider 100% donation profits



  • The deeper prayer wrestling over how to launch Crumb faithfully



đź’ˇ Highlights & Timestamps:


00:00 – “Beautiful sunrise here in Delhi… yesterday was the Fourth of July”


03:50 – The dream that woke me up with a question: should I give 100% away?


08:25 – Wrestling with entrepreneurship vs. obedience


12:40 – “I just want to do You, God”


15:50 – “Is this ADHD or divine?”


18:15 – Processing my dad’s financial legacy and long-game mentality


23:10 – “We’re exposed financially… and I don’t want to blow this”


28:40 – A trail of deer mid-recording


30:00 – Full, raw prayer: “Please show me what to do with all of this…”


đź§  Core Takeaway:

If Crumb ever works, I want people to see the trail that led here—obedience, uncertainty, prayer, and surrender.


🙏 Closing Line:

Crumb Confessional S2E6a — All of these are crumbs. And they’re all Yours.

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