🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7c

Title: I know this is a trap

Description:

I recorded this right after God gave me the clearest sign—Take up your cross—through a video from Sahid. But I’ve been here before. I’ve felt the fire and still walked back into the flesh. So I’m pre-praying. I’m naming the trap before I fall into it again. I confess how easy it is to feel seen by God and still ignore what He’s asking. That’s why I’m building Crumb. Because even with these divine moments, the daily, unseen obedience is still hard.

I talk about:

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• The “trap” after a God wink
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• Why confirmation doesn’t equal completion
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• The difference between feeling loved and staying obedient
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• My desire for microscopic integrity with Christ
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• The root problem behind cultural decay
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• Why I’m mad, and why I’m building Crumb to fight back
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💡 Highlights & Timestamps:

00:00 – “I’m pre-praying something right now. I know this is a trap.”

00:38 – “He showed up. He fathered me. And I still might not do the thing.”

01:30 – “I suck at it! I suck at it! But that’s where life is found.”

02:05 – “The answer’s not what you want, but it’s real.”

02:40 – “Okay, calm down, go home, and go do the thing.”

🧠 Core Takeaway:

Even a miracle won't override the need for obedience—it's still on me to follow through.

🙏 Closing Line:

Crumb Confessional S2E7c — I know this is a trap… and I’m naming it before I fall.