In this final installment for season one I tell a story I have never told about deciding how and when I wanted to come out and how that was jeopardized by some behind the scenes betrayals. It was interesting to process some of my thought processes from 1995-2004 through the lens of 2020. I was young and had to make tough decisions that many on all sides disagreed with sometimes. It has taken this long for me to be comfortable enough to really talk about it. Throughout we hear three unreleased live recordings that I recently found going through a bunch of CD-Rs.