Okay, so life isn’t what I want. I’m not living my dream. I still have the wrong job, wrong setting, wrong everything — and yet… I’m starting to feel happy? In this episode, I unpack the strange joy of doing something you love even when it’s not “working,” the déjà vu of life looping back around, and why future-me better have a good explanation. Jewelry is my therapy, and apparently delusion is my co-pilot.