It’s sexual assault awareness month and in this personal episode, I speak about surviving sexual assault, the predatory warning signs my intuition caught and the big signs I missed. I talk about recovering from the attack, the power of choosing who you want to be, resilience, hope, what survival really means, the power of kindness, symptoms of PTSD, how health care failed me, the lovely volunteer advocate services out there, the backlash from American culture, rape culture’s toxic garbage, how beneficial Ketamine therapy has been for me, karma I saw the rapist receive, crisis services and how to be intimate after being assaulted.