Just because you want to live a life of sexual integrity doesn’t mean you’re a prude. You won’t be able to explain to the whole world your perspective (your decision) for purity and integrity — it is a private and personal decision — just like you can’t explain to someone the intimate details of why you choose to eat clean or care for your mental health. Don’t worry, your sexual desires are not going to go away when you implement sexual integrity and purity, it is simply a harmony of your mind making sense of your body, desires, & impulses.