Sometimes the worst bullying doesn't leave bruises you can photograph. It leaves you hollow, anxious, and desperate for a way out that doesn't exist through normal channels.This is the story of someone who tried everything the "right way" first. HR meetings. Documentation. Keeping their head down. Being perfect. None of it worked. And when you're that desperate, when you've been pushed that far, your brain starts searching for solutions in places it shouldn't.This is a confession about workplace abuse, breaking points, and the moment one person discovered there are corners of the internet that don't just offer sympathy.