All the women in my experience have been the same in spirit. The first lady was my mom. It’s like WTF it’s as if their love has conditions. As I write this I am reminded that every relationship is an exhibition developing my internal dialogue to produce a lasting relationship. I love them all, they just don’t tLk to me because Im “confrontational “ because i want things to make sense to my retard ass. It’s like i am a real wild dog that will not be tamed. It’s my right to be this way. To be the beakin of light in this very dark world forever ♾️. God Bless America 🇺🇸…. One day the world will know that God is real and it’s cool as hell! If I can, so can you. Do I need my own island/place and all can come to be reformed at their own time? I’ll leave it up to you.