Trigger warning: IR relationships,  interracial dating,  cheating/infidelity, self-hate and small mention of suicide

Its not everyone's cup of tea so don't sip if it's too hot for you. but I went out with my ex recently and not just any ex, the very first Asian guy that I dated and we had a nice time and as usual, with him being very straightforward he said something to me that made me reflect on my past behavior.