Today I decided to go solo and post an episode with some of my thoughts about why I am doing this show, what I've learned, and what I am still searching for. It is a little free flowing and stream of consciousness but hopefully it still makes sense and is interesting. I tried to be honest and openly explore the questions that roam around my mind. I tried to figure out why I need to understand things, why I can't trust my gut feelings/emotions, and if true happiness is ever even allowed.