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Prod. by Misery

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Engineered by Davo

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Lyrics:

Dad I'm always missing you

I just wish we could talk

Dad I'm always missing you

you helped me on life's walk

Mom you've been so strong

And oh how far you've come

I still keep doing wrong

Making mistakes I wish they were done

I've been so selfish

And we've both felt helpless

I know life has been hectic

But I know where we're headed

I'll forever be indebted

I love you more than you know

but wouldn't have guessed it

I've been living so reckless

I'll give you everything you've wanted

To pay you back for all you've funded

your time and your happiness

I know you want me to succeed

I'm sorry I haven't been compassionate

A mother knows what a son needs

And you see that I'm passionate

I'm sorry to everyone I've let down

I've been on the edge but need to get down

My heart is screaming

Lost in dark but I'm dreaming

Neon glow has me beaming

Pray to God I find meaning

I've been fighting off hate

I've been fighting these demons

I've been fighting off hate

they want me gone for so many reasons

(Late nights in my head

Make it through thoughts of dread

contemplating being dead

but this hurt won't make me beg

this misery won't win

this uncertainty will die

along with my sins) x2