Ladies and gentlemen, it just had to be this way.  As a finale episode to season 3 -- I felt it was my duty to give the audience a taste of something a bit more personal.  And so this episode is actually a bit of an autobiography of sorts that sums up a portion of my personal "red-pill" experience.  I have been wanting to divulge some of these things for quite some time but never really felt it was appropriate, but this episode just so happens to be that perfect moment for me.  I couldn't get through the whole story of course -- but today's show will take you on a journey from the beginning of my childhood complete with hopes and dreams -- all the way to my very intense "dark night of the soul" where I essentially experienced two completely separate, simultaneous realities at once.  I hope my wonderful listeners understand that these things are very hard to share with the world simply for fear of ridicule -- and that I have been personally wrestling with myself and these experiences ever since they happened a long time ago.  Perhaps you have a "crazy" red-pill experience of your own that would be worth sharing.  Either way -- I hope you enjoy this 100% true, raw, real story of my journey into madness.