felt immense gratitude wash over me while driving on the turnpike and so i decided to immortalize the moment on my voice memos. enjoy<3

a letter to my love. a letter to myself. a raw exposition of my heartache. a conversation that usually occurs in my head but this time i spoke it outloud.

this one makes me a little nervous i will say. i believe that nothing in this world is constant except for change. i know that my feelings will change inevitably. whether it be a day from now or even if it takes a year. but in one specific moment this is how i felt and i know someone else out there is feeling like this too. this is for them. this is for me. this is for my future self who might find herself in this position again. sending you my love.

Let's call this person "Power". I met Power 3 days ago but we had such soul-reviving conversations. I forgot what it was like to share my heart with a stranger. These are Power's answers to my koi-banashi interrogation. 

Part 2! Josh FELL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL?!>!? Listen to the natural unfolding of conversation, we get off topic, don't even answer the question but in the end get to exactly where we were meant to be <3 

Josh. Allison. Sweda. A cold bench in the Japanese countryside. They drink wine. They talk love.