This is about how things are not always great as you experience your spiritual awakening, nor is it meant to be. Spiritual work is hard snd there is slot of self ( shadow) work that needs to be done to be able to maintain the Zen people think it is. Don’t give up the Rainbows and Unicorns are there when you are in balance. sorry about the garbage truck and saying i love…. So much! Thank you for your support and love!!