A new chapter, a new way a new season. The silence the disappearance without a trace. Putting together a sense of the news that is waiting to be given. How should I feel about it? When it changed my world. There was no way to describe the roller coaster of emotions that hits you at lighting speed. Spring is where the old becomes new and everything becomes beautiful again, but what if it that isn’t true with the news that comes along with a long term road of no cure but filled with more ups and downs.