Today I looked more into Alan Watts speech, “Love and Marriage” in order to look for a reasonable way to view sexuality in 2021. The answer seems to be faith. Faith in people, faith in life, faith in yourself, etc..

It’s extremely hard for me to cope with Faith in relationships, to let go of my plans and trust my feelings toward another person. But I know that energy is the beginning of the Hero’s Journey and my unconscious knows more about what’s best for me than I do lol.

“This rapidity of utterance recalls a person running down a slope and unable to stop where he meant to, being carried on instead a lot farther than he intended, at the mercy of his bodies momentum: it is out of control, and unbecoming to philosophy, which should be placing her words, not throwing them around, and moving forward step-by-step” -Seneca