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Poetic Properties with Kamplexx Ep.95 Stage Five
This week was a testament of strength for me, I am trying to master the art of not going into a complete panic at the sight of trouble, I am constantly fighting myself looking for the why instead of paying attn to what is. it's like a beginner-level skydiver getting the chute tangled with nothing but air and opportunity separating them from life and death, it's gonna take a minute but they will figure it out or they won’t that’s how heavy things feel in my mind, every minute every second, every day and it overloads my brain. It often shuts me down. The level of mental anguish I go through that turns into physical issues is crazy. I was reading articles this week about how depression affects the brain. And it's much more than a chemical imbalance that I previously thought as our brain muscle reshapes. Studies show in a deep level of depression the brain transforms so much that in the event a person beats depression there is a high chance of extreme memory loss. That sent me into a complete panic. And I realize now the importance of meds besides balancing imbalances its bigger than a mood change. It validates the feeling that I have it brings further to light that I'm not just tripping. It also created a higher level of defense for me. So adjustments have to be made, in real-time. I have to pick up more memory-based activities, be more patient with myself, more understanding of this process.
*Poetic Properties is an Infinitely Kamplexx Production. Sponsored by Peacefully Flawed apparel.
Support Kamplexx
https://linktr.ee/Thekamplexx
Subscribe to our channel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2aw7rA-Z9ReMyRs_hVyNGw
Follow Poetic Properties W/Kamplexx:
https://twitter.com/TheKamplexx
https://www.instagram.com/kamplexx/
“LOVE OVERALL” painting by: NalaniArts https://www.instagram.com/nalaniarts/?hl=en
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Poetic Properties with Kamplexx Ep.95 Stage Five
This week was a testament of strength for me, I am trying to master the art of not going into a complete panic at the sight of trouble, I am constantly fighting myself looking for the why instead of paying attn to what is. it's like a beginner-level skydiver getting the chute tangled with nothing but air and opportunity separating them from life and death, it's gonna take a minute but they will figure it out or they won’t that’s how heavy things feel in my mind, every minute every second, every day and it overloads my brain. It often shuts me down. The level of mental anguish I go through that turns into physical issues is crazy. I was reading articles this week about how depression affects the brain. And it's much more than a chemical imbalance that I previously thought as our brain muscle reshapes. Studies show in a deep level of depression the brain transforms so much that in the event a person beats depression there is a high chance of extreme memory loss. That sent me into a complete panic. And I realize now the importance of meds besides balancing imbalances its bigger than a mood change. It validates the feeling that I have it brings further to light that I'm not just tripping. It also created a higher level of defense for me. So adjustments have to be made, in real-time. I have to pick up more memory-based activities, be more patient with myself, more understanding of this process.
*Poetic Properties is an Infinitely Kamplexx Production. Sponsored by Peacefully Flawed apparel.
Support Kamplexx
https://linktr.ee/Thekamplexx
Subscribe to our channel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2aw7rA-Z9ReMyRs_hVyNGw
Follow Poetic Properties W/Kamplexx:
https://twitter.com/TheKamplexx
https://www.instagram.com/kamplexx/
“LOVE OVERALL” painting by: NalaniArts https://www.instagram.com/nalaniarts/?hl=en