Today I learned I have to start small. With deciding to take my love life seriously my goal was to shoot my shot three times a day. I’ve found success with applying for jobs in that everytime I send out 3 applications a day I would always get a call to come in for an interview. So logically I believed that all I had to do was shoot my shot 3 times a day and I would find that special someone. But I’ve been coming up against a problem when I try to fulfill this strategy. I always get neverous and overwhelmed. This anxiety prohibits me from getting passed shooting my shot more than once on the second day. I could go smack three times in one day but the day after not so much. I’ve had this problem before when I tried to start other disciplines. I would always get too excited and tire myself out in the short run. I do this with almost everything. The best way I’ve found to overcome this problem is too start small and add over time. But the major thing is for me to be consistent and do it with a long term mindset. I think I’ll add one shot per day with every week that passes. So this week it will be 2 shots per day and the following week I’ll will be at 3 shots per day. Going smack is something that I use to be good at. It was something that I use to practice frequently. But I don’t think I had the right formula. I only just want smack. I didn’t put enough effort into making myself more appealing to the girls that I do want. So hopefully with this combo of going smack as well as working on myself to increase my level of appeal I’ll get the quality of women that I want.