This episode discusses my personal choice of staying neutral and nonchalant because I am afraid to keep getting hurt by those I love and loved the most. A lot of crying and ranting but I got to release some tears and continue my healing journey. I talk about suppressing my emotions and pain to the point of becoming numb and blind and accepting the bare minimum for so long while I continue to give myself so much. Not being able to celebrate my accomplishment because I thought people wouldn’t be happy for me or even show up and show out on my behalf.