On June 16, 2016, the lights went out on pastor Steve Mickel. The sudden death of his 21-year-old son plunged him into deep darkness, causing his long-held faith to hang in the balance. Had everything he'd ever learned and taught about God been a sham? Why would God allow such a catastrophe? What if He'd even caused it? With refreshing honesty and humble compassion, Steve boldly confronts the soul-searching questions we all ask when darkness falls. When you're trying to navigate your pain, questioning God's true character and trustworthiness, this book will be your headlamp.