Stickturity- Dealing with the ups and downs on the journey to perfecting your faith. It is not always easy and is definetly not all sunshine and rainbows but it's worth it and is a process. Eventually you come to a point where it's like "fuck it" whatever comes, I trust you Lord. I am finding that, that is easier said than done and is a battle!!! The enemy wants to keep us in constant state of confusion, discontentment and depression, and he is pretty good at it. But God is even better at keeping our minds in perfect peace, if we keep our minds on Him. We just have to have that mustard seed size  faith to take just one step to fight the darkness and step into the light, and He will do the rest. Trust the process.