Hmm...If there's anything we conveniently lie to ourselves about, it's lying that we are fine. Even when we know we are so messed up. We know genuinely that we are filled with bittersweet emotions about who we really are and who we are trying to accept ourselves to be. It's either we are ashamed of it to please other people or we are refusing to let ourselves see what good person lives inside of us. While others feel letting that good part flourish will make them seem boring, others feel letting that good part means actually lying to themselves that they are good. So we struggle to accept a glowing light within us and embrace the actual darkness to be a fading hero. Maybe I should go for invisible hero. I mean 'cos it's a dark world no can see you. People only see light when there's so much darkness. No one sees regular darkness.