Thursday March 10th 2011. Stop hurting me. Pull up a chair in the room next to the others who hurt me. When a woman tells you you're hurting her do you stop do you try harder not to or do you continuously jab the dagger in deeper. It's my own mistake. The price I paid for opening up to you. I should have known better. I was naive and harder now because of you. I'm untrusting(?) now thanks to you. Thank you for turning my heart to stone. Thank you for making it more difficult for those who succeed you. Well I'm moving on. I'll keep searching until I find my heart's mirror. You can't make it better you broke it. The damage is done so pull up a chair next to the other idiots who've lost and stop hurting me.