In this deeply personal solo episode, Nikki opens up about what it truly means to say “This Is Me.”

After a recent speaking event, Nikki realized something powerful for most of her life, her worth was tied to what she did, not who she was. Being helpful, busy, productive, and needed became the way she earned love and validation… and it took years to recognize how exhausting that can be.

If you are a mom who feels uneasy resting, guilty saying no, or unsure who you are outside of your roles, this episode is for you.

This is a conversation about identity, worth, and giving yourself permission to exist without constantly proving your value.

You’re not alone and you’re not behind. You’re waking up.

If you’re feeling exhausted, overwhelmed, and stretched thin… it might not be because life is too much. It might be because you’ve been available to everyone except yourself.

In this episode of Struggle & Strength: Moms Balancing It All with Nikki, Nikki opens up about the invisible weight so many moms carry the pressure to say yes, avoid disappointment, and keep everyone else comfortable at the expense of their own well-being.

This is an honest conversation about:

Why setting boundaries feels so hard for moms

How over-giving leads to resentment and burnout

The mindset shift that turns boundaries from “selfish” into necessary

What healthy boundaries actually look like in real life

If you’ve ever agreed to one more thing while already running on empty, this episode will help you rethink what protecting your time and energy really means—and why it matters for you and your family.

🎧 Listen now and give yourself permission to take up space in your own life.

When the Pressure Lifts and You Can Finally Breathe Again

I did not realize how heavy life had become… until the pressure was gone.

In this episode of Struggle & Strength: Moms Balancing It All with Nikki, I share what the transition to my kids’ new school has been like and how it unexpectedly changed me too.

With calmer mornings, fewer rushed schedules, and a snow-filled weekend that forced us to slow down, I finally felt what so many moms rarely experience: relief.

This episode is about recognizing how long we live in survival mode… and what happens when the noise finally quiets.

If you are a mom who feels constantly “on,” overwhelmed by schedules, or guilty for craving a slower pace, this episode is a reminder that peace is not laziness—it is alignment.

Sometimes slowing down is not falling behind.

What happens when you stop resisting change and actually lean into it?

In Episode 56 of Struggle & Strength: Moms Balancing It All with Nikki, Nikki shares a personal, unfiltered reflection on trying something new, embracing change, and how small shifts can create massive peace in family life.

From a humorous moment that almost involved catching her hair on fire, to a powerful decision to switch her kids to a new school that prioritizes the child’s soul over performance, this episode explores what happens when you choose alignment over convenience.

If you have been feeling rushed, overwhelmed, or unsure whether a change is worth it, this episode is a reminder that growth does not always have to be loud or dramatic. Sometimes it simply feels… better.

This episode is for moms who are craving calm, clarity, and confidence as they step into a new season.

You don’t have to be a mom to kids to understand responsibility, balance, and the pull toward something more.

In this episode of Struggle & Strength: Moms Balancing It All with Nikki, Nikki sits down with Elena Elzz, a functional pharmacist, integrative health coach, and proud dog mom, to talk about building a purpose-driven career alongside a demanding job without quitting everything or burning out.

Elena shares how her journey in functional and integrative health evolved while working in pharmacy, how being a dog mom shaped her routines and priorities, and why she chose to build something aligned with her values instead of following a one-size-fits-all career path.

This conversation is for women who:

Are balancing work, life, and responsibility

Feel called to build something more meaningful

Want flexibility and fulfillment without blowing up their life

Believe you don’t have to wait for kids to start designing a life you love

Whether you’re a mom, a future mom, or a woman building before kids, this episode will open your eyes to what’s possible.

What if building extra income didn’t require quitting your job, creating a product, or starting from scratch?

In this episode of Struggle & Strength: Moms Balancing It All with Nikki, I sit down with pharmacist mom Dayle Diffey, who shares how she built a scalable side business in very part-time hours while still working full-time in retail pharmacy.

Dayle opens up about her journey from launching a PGx consulting practice (and realizing insurance would not pay for her time) to pivoting into a wellness business that allowed her to help more people, earn income quickly, and create flexibility without burning it all down.

In this conversation, we talk about:

Why you don’t have to quit your job to start building income

How a done-for-you, duplicatable system made scaling simple

What it looks like to build income alongside a demanding career

Why this type of opportunity is not just for pharmacists but for any mom ready for more flexibility and ownership

If you’ve been feeling stuck, underutilized, or curious about building extra income without the overwhelm, this episode will open your eyes to what’s possible.

This episode marks the beginning of a brand new season of Struggle & Strength: Moms Balancing It All with Nikki.

This is not just about motherhood anymore.

In this episode, Nikki shares why this podcast is evolving to support moms who feel called to build, create, and reclaim parts of themselves that have been buried under responsibility, expectations, and doing it all for everyone else.

If you have ever felt restless, underutilized, or like you are meant for more but are not sure what that looks like yet, this episode will meet you right where you are.

This season is for the mom who is not done dreaming.

A new year does not change your life.

One year ago, I pressed record for the first time and almost talked myself out of it.

I wondered who would listen.

And yet, here we are one year, 52 episodes, and thousands of downloads later.

This anniversary episode is a reflection on how Struggle & Strength: Moms Balancing It All with Nikki began, how it evolved, and what this journey has taught me about consistency, courage, and showing up before you feel ready.

From my daughter playing the intro on her guitar, to me singing it myself, to a professional intro, and now no intro at all...this podcast has grown because I grew.

In this episode, I share:

If you have been waiting for a sign to start something that matters to you, this episode is it. Subscribe now and share with your mom friends.

For years, I couldn’t quite put my finger on it but now I finally understand why our family struggles in big systems.

We are not a fan of big organizations.

From schools to sports, we have learned that our kids thrive in smaller environments where they are known, valued, and intentionally developed not treated like a number. Watching my daughter struggle in a massive sports organization while my son thrived in a small, hands-on one made this painfully clear.

And here’s the realization that hit me hardest:

Small businesses offer connection.

In this episode, I talk about:

This episode is for any parent questioning whether “bigger” is really better and learning to trust that choosing smaller, more intentional spaces can make all the difference.

We say we “lost our purpose.”

This week, after a conversation with my son’s friend’s mom, something hit me hard:

If you had two hours completely to yourself what would you do?

Not for your kids.

For YOU.

The truth is, most of us cannot answer because we have spent so long taking care of everyone else that we forgot how to listen to our own desires.

In this episode, we go deep into:

If you feel disconnected from who you are or what you want this episode is your mirror, your guide, and your reminder that you are still in there.