As I continue to evolve and grow, I'm trying to figure out a lot about myself from what I listen to.  Staying neutral in both high and low situations is currently what I've been pondering.  How do you feel when you get upset...I mean physically.  Can you catch yourself before reacting?  How do you feel when you are ecstatic?  Can you control yourself then?  I'm talkign through the ideas on being neutral to be able to empower myself and control my life through controlign my thoughts and emotions.