I'm laying in bed wondering why it happened today. Why was today the day that it had to happen? Why not tomorrow? Why not yesterday? Why today? I was not even planning for it to happen today. I work very hard to keep to myself and not bother anyone. I try to be as insignificant as possible. When I go to the grocery store, I do it right before they close so I see the least amount of people. When I go to Wal-Mart, I do it in the middle of the night. The Pandemic has been amazing for me.