I often USED SURFING AS A DISTRACTION to numb the pain and pressures inside my life...
Distract myself from the disconnect that seemed impossible to tackle inside my marriage
Distract myself from feeling broken in my body with disability
Distract myself from constantly feeling like I'm NOT ENOUGH for all four of my kids and all of their wants and needs
Distract myself from the fear and feeling of inadequacy as a man and producer for my family
Distract myself from the alonesness I felt as I was waiting for God to rescue me like a giant, helpless baby.
And because the pain was so big and my COMMITMENT lacking, my surf sessions ALWAYS lacked presence and power.
The one refuge in my life to hide from the pain couldn't even fill my heart and life with joy...
Join me in today's Surfing Lessons episode 🎙!
Create, grow, and OVERFLOW 🍯 with DESIRE inside your marriage!
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