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Ariel
Stasis in darkness.
God’s lioness,
Splits and passes, sister to
Nigger-eye
Black sweet blood mouthfuls,
Hauls me through air—
White
And now I
Melts in the wall.
The dew that flies
Eye, the cauldron of morning.
Since my twenties, Sylvia Plath’s story has captivated me. The Bell Jar (1963), often regarded as semi-autobiographical, deeply resonated with me. The protagonist’s journey into a glamorous yet alienating world mirrored my own struggles with identity as a twenty-year-old. Back then, I read Ariel, and its haunting intensity felt like a fantastical, R-rated dream, much like the rest of her work.
Life has since tempered me, pulling me through challenges that have deepened my empathy, particularly for those less privileged. Today, I can grasp nuances I previously missed. To borrow from South Park: I don’t get it, but I get it. Adding to this, the past two years of raising a child have brought firsthand insight into the societal expectation for mothers to provide unconditional care. When I stumbled upon Ariel yesterday while reading to my son at bedtime on my Kindle, its words struck a new chord. The poem vividly captures the physical and metaphorical experience of waking to a child’s cry—a moment of unease and entrapment.
Stasis in darkness.
She is asleep.
Then the substanceless blue
Plath’s imagery describes the gradual awakening. Consciousness emerges, shapeless at first, like a tenuous thread extending into the distance.
God’s lioness,
Her body begins to stir, and she regains control, as if piecing herself back together.
Splits and passes, sister to
Fully awakening, she senses a disturbance—perhaps the cry of her child?
Nigger-eye
Thirst seizes her, intensifying the disorientation. She hallucinates berries, their taste and texture vivid.
Something else
At last, she is fully awake, tending to her baby—soothing, cooing, and comforting with all the exhaustion of countless nights before.
White
Resigned, she lays the crying baby down, drained yet serene.
The child’s cry
Relief washes over her as she collects herself, savoring a brief moment of peace.
And I
She reflects on her life, caught in a suffocating present, with no escape from a past that burdens her or a future that feels equally oppressive.
Into the red
And so, she rises, ready to face the morning’s demands.
Reading Ariel anew, I felt a profound connection to the relentless cycles of care it portrays, though Sylvia Plath’s perspective is far from celebratory. Her words reflect a sense of confusion and oppression, capturing the emotional toll of motherhood as a stifling, inescapable burden rather than a heroic endeavor.
Ariel
Stasis in darkness.
God’s lioness,
Splits and passes, sister to
Nigger-eye
Black sweet blood mouthfuls,
Hauls me through air—
White
And now I
Melts in the wall.
The dew that flies
Eye, the cauldron of morning.
Since my twenties, Sylvia Plath’s story has captivated me. The Bell Jar (1963), often regarded as semi-autobiographical, deeply resonated with me. The protagonist’s journey into a glamorous yet alienating world mirrored my own struggles with identity as a twenty-year-old. Back then, I read Ariel, and its haunting intensity felt like a fantastical, R-rated dream, much like the rest of her work.
Life has since tempered me, pulling me through challenges that have deepened my empathy, particularly for those less privileged. Today, I can grasp nuances I previously missed. To borrow from South Park: I don’t get it, but I get it. Adding to this, the past two years of raising a child have brought firsthand insight into the societal expectation for mothers to provide unconditional care. When I stumbled upon Ariel yesterday while reading to my son at bedtime on my Kindle, its words struck a new chord. The poem vividly captures the physical and metaphorical experience of waking to a child’s cry—a moment of unease and entrapment.
Stasis in darkness.
She is asleep.
Then the substanceless blue
Plath’s imagery describes the gradual awakening. Consciousness emerges, shapeless at first, like a tenuous thread extending into the distance.
God’s lioness,
Her body begins to stir, and she regains control, as if piecing herself back together.
Splits and passes, sister to
Fully awakening, she senses a disturbance—perhaps the cry of her child?
Nigger-eye
Thirst seizes her, intensifying the disorientation. She hallucinates berries, their taste and texture vivid.
Something else
At last, she is fully awake, tending to her baby—soothing, cooing, and comforting with all the exhaustion of countless nights before.
White
Resigned, she lays the crying baby down, drained yet serene.
The child’s cry
Relief washes over her as she collects herself, savoring a brief moment of peace.
And I
She reflects on her life, caught in a suffocating present, with no escape from a past that burdens her or a future that feels equally oppressive.
Into the red
And so, she rises, ready to face the morning’s demands.
Reading Ariel anew, I felt a profound connection to the relentless cycles of care it portrays, though Sylvia Plath’s perspective is far from celebratory. Her words reflect a sense of confusion and oppression, capturing the emotional toll of motherhood as a stifling, inescapable burden rather than a heroic endeavor.