Houston, we have a solution. A little astro-themed show tonight since we're so current events woke. Not even sure that makes sense. We did some fun space related things and talked about how we once felt directionless and floating in the vast darkness of space. Jim had to bail but of course it's to spread the message to prisoners. What a guy. So Tim, Kajsa and Will had some fun. We talked about how every situation required drugs and or alcohol. About how we needed it to work, go to a family function, birthday, graduation... funeral, we needed it to function and that's where addiction lands you 100% of the time. Needing it and having it became two very different things that ran our lives in active addiction. We share our experience, strength and hope in this merry-go-round of misery. Especially the hope part. Early recovery, we don't know what to do, our solution to the problem became the problem and all we knew was to use and escape and just causing more problems. Early on you have to ask for and listen to help from someone who's been there. Once we can get our head above water and some time under our belt, we can see it all from a different perspective and we realize that it's actually easier being clean and sober. You just gotta' hold on, put your hand up and ask for help. It's there.