There is something I have never said aloud to anyone. I'm afraid to die.

This is where I turn and face that fear, through my father and the tender question he asked at the edge of his life. This is a sacred space...not a safe space. Come sit with the fear, and we will look together at what remains.

I was around eight years old when a question arrived that no one could answer. How did I get in this body? There was a "me," and there was this body, and the two were not the same. This first episode returns to that question, and begins a journey to search for answers.