Creation is G-dly speech. That shows how close I am to Hashem. His speech is as one with Him after He says it as ours is with us before we actually consciously think it. I am so nurtured because I am completely one with Him. Closeness also means empowerment, with G-d's powers crossing through me. Whatever I see in the world, it really is all Him, Somehow . I am one with His subconscious thought. I am that close.