If you have been following this show for the last two months you have heard the host, Chris America, refer to a loop that plays over and over in his head causing him a lot of anxiety and depression. In this episode Chris finally reveals what that loop is and what events took place in his life that lead him into this time of heartache, trauma, anxiety, and depression.

 

Listener discretion is advised. This episode has offensive language and detailed discussion of suicidal ideation.