Luke 5, Hebrews 6.
If you have ever struggled with wondering whether Jesus Christ can and will forgive you, and whether God could ever love you, trust Christ's proven character.  Come to Christ with an earnest and sincere desire for forgiveness and reconciliation with God, starting your request with "Lord, if You are willing." If you are as earnest and sincere (as far you know), then Jesus Christ will always respond with "I am willing."  Rejoice in Christ's forgiveness because you are forgiven!