In this episode of The Next 90, Nick is following up from his last podcast “Rage Volcano,” including a breakdown the following day, which caused him to feel alone. The heaviness was like a tidal wave. Reaching out through his chat group of men, made him realize he isn't alone; you aren't alone unless you choose to be. He went from a broken heavy cry to one of elation, like at the end of a good movie. No leader has ever been ready they have just been called up.