After taking a week to fully immerse myself in experiencing life with my family, I found myself in strange place. I sensed in advance that I may feel this way, and ignored it in order to fully experience what I was living through. until that phase ended and I was suddenly struck with a weight of feelings and emotions. I resorted to what I always do, stillness, and then writing. Following the writing I examine what lies underneath. Join me for a brief overview of what I uncovered after a few days of reflection.