We always get stuck in the cycle of "I need to..." and "I should..." - but its not our fault if that is how a capitalist society groomed us to be! You're valid exactly where you are, you are not "lost" or in the wrong place because you're here. You're exactly where you need to be! Now it is up to you to believe that fully and learn about who you are to grow and get to where you want to be. The art of doing nothing is simply following what feels right in the moment... even if it means resting all day or going outside for a couple of hours. It's your LIFE ! YOU'RE the most important person that will stay with you throughout your entire life.