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⚠️ Trigger warning: This episode contains discussion of self-harm and assault.
In this episode, I close the chapter on my time at the Cedarwood House — a group home that tested me in ways I never expected. I share the story of meeting Paul, the turmoil of living with a new roommate who targeted me, and the day I had to stand before a judge at sixteen years old to ask for safety after being assaulted.
Along the way, I reflect on misplaced anger, the weight of feeling unsafe, the small moments of freedom that kept me going, and the compassion of teachers who helped me keep moving forward. This episode is raw, emotional, and deeply personal — but also filled with hope and reminders of how even in broken places, new threads of healing can begin.
And for the very first time, you’ll hear a quick voice note from a special guest — sharing a memory that is still talked about today.
As always, I’ll leave you with a Broken to Built Reflection Question, a Rebuild Challenge, and a closing prayer to carry with you into the week.
By Madison Bell⚠️ Trigger warning: This episode contains discussion of self-harm and assault.
In this episode, I close the chapter on my time at the Cedarwood House — a group home that tested me in ways I never expected. I share the story of meeting Paul, the turmoil of living with a new roommate who targeted me, and the day I had to stand before a judge at sixteen years old to ask for safety after being assaulted.
Along the way, I reflect on misplaced anger, the weight of feeling unsafe, the small moments of freedom that kept me going, and the compassion of teachers who helped me keep moving forward. This episode is raw, emotional, and deeply personal — but also filled with hope and reminders of how even in broken places, new threads of healing can begin.
And for the very first time, you’ll hear a quick voice note from a special guest — sharing a memory that is still talked about today.
As always, I’ll leave you with a Broken to Built Reflection Question, a Rebuild Challenge, and a closing prayer to carry with you into the week.