The Delusional Diaries

By Janiah Williams

The Delusional Diaries is a safe space for me to be delusional and fully immersed in the things that make my heart glow! Every once in a while, I’ll come back to reality and leave a diary entry about ... more

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April 14, 2024 entry twenty six: I'm never throwing away my childhood shirts
hiiiiiii welcome back to another entry of The Delusional Diaries!!! This entry is alllll about my education timeline and the shirts we collected along the way!!! We went from elementary to high school this episode and I shared different memories I had associated with these times which was so beautiful to look back on. We even had a super special guest make a debut pop in ;) but I hope you guys are doing well & that you enjoy this entry! TDD will be on a little hiatus to make space for some other projects I’m working on at the moment but I’ll see you sooner than you know *heart emoji* I appreciate yall who consistently support this podcast & speak life into it in so many ways! Just seeing the vision & wishing me well on this endeavor means a lot to me so I just wanted to express my gratitude. Kisses to the podcast mic for now but maybe I’ll see you in the audience at a DJ set perhaps… ;) love yall, enjoy!!!!
The Rec Center
- Killing All My Sisters (Jamila’s Movie, congratulations Leilahstar I LOVE YOU): you can stream in Lifetime!
- Sleevey Wonder by Longsleeveunder: Available on Spotify & Apple Music (congratulations on a perfect project Jacob!!) https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mvfVDo3CLwOCw5SvK_LTr-FZMS4O9l3HE&si=KWF6xxrtqARFO2p8
- Wilson Fisk by longsleeveunder: https://youtu.be/KAunxAt485c?si=V-ekYEd4J2cXOZIy
- hurt/heard a lot by longsleeveunder: https://youtu.be/nKbyTDRXH7g?si=b7_eoWKVtGrLPqUu
- Miniely’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/food.miniely?igsh=NWhkNHdhNWQ5bWFh
- Simpo’s Film IG: https://www.instagram.com/joshonsight?igsh=Ymp0Z2xvYXZ3NmM5
- Marcelo’s Fitness IG: https://www.instagram.com/mnonies?igsh=MW5rem1ua2hmajA4dw==
- Impressed by Ash IG (Nails): https://www.instagram.com/impressedbyash_?igsh=MXV4d3gzand0dW9uOA==
- Alluring Touch IG (Braids): https://www.instagram.com/alluringtouch_llc?igsh=MXU1NXFsYTVoY3dyeA==
- Eve: I watched on Tubi!
- 227: I’m watching on Tubi!
- The Vince Staples Show: I watched on Netflix!
My Social’s Portal
My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
Film Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095438530916
The Delusional Diaries Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095469159549
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah
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January 15, 2024 entry twenty five: I found myself in 2023
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Welcome back to another entry of TDD :) we're entering 2024 giving our final remarks on 2023: highlights, lessons, & wishes for the new year! I'm in a really good space right now just feeling so optimistic for this next year. I feel like so much is on the horizon and I'm ready to elevate. I'm wishing the sam energy triple fold on y'all and hope the holidays treated you well! Hope you enjoy this entry and leave a comment below of some dreams you have for 2024! I love y'all and I'll see you veryyyyyy soon with the new entry * heart emoji *My Social’s PortalMy IG: @ janiah_wFilm IG:@ three3threefilmzThe Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries Twitter:@ umjaniahTikTok: @ umjaniahThe Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiariesThe Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiariesFilm Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095438530916The Delusional Diaries Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095469159549YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniahRec Center1. My 2023 Spotify Wrapped: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1Fa1IIVtEpGUcU?si=b3f50d58c03146e82. Disrupting Society on IG: https://www.instagram.com/disrupting.society/?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA%3D%3D (My friend Amanda created a platform where she shares everything happening in our society, be sure to follow her page & check it out to stay informed!)
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December 14, 2023 entry twenty four: RHOA has altered my brain chemistry (in the best way)
SHE'S BACK!!! (after 3 weeks lmao whoops again! Life was beating on me which will we get into next entry...) but for now, IT'S TV BOX TALK TIME ABOUT ONE OF THE BEST REALITY TV SHOWS OF OUR EXISTENCE: Real Housewives of Atlanta. I talked about my favorite housewives, the memes, iconic moments & even made my own INTRO WHICH I'M OBSESSED WITH!!! This show at the core of it is really just another extension of how amazing it is to see powerful and driven Black Women on TV! Yes, the drama can be OD but at the root of it all, I LOVE THE LADIES LIKE I CAN'T HELP IT!! I hope y'all enjoy & I can't wait for the next entry cause it's time to get personallll ;)

My Social’s Portal

My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
Film Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095438530916
The Delusional Diaries Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095469159549
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah

Rec Center
1. The Real Housewives of Atlanta: I watched on Peacock!
2. RHOA Taglines: https://youtu.be/EAu7QjAzA1A?si=8DIloRPR_NAoWWua
3. Sundial by Noname (Black Mirror is my favorite): https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_l3_exBHfmcZa6FNN5smECiHhd_raQ2g9k&si=67lvzc8tVQUGm9B5
4. Young Love: I watched on HBO Max!
5. Pool by Samoht:https://youtu.be/_8b_PSHradc?si=atJMuVb5EKnnseLR
6. Aladdin Chapter 2: https://youtu.be/bL8E9yEyHUU?si=OY5ltr7C9afPPcEN
7. Nene dragging everyone on RHOA LMAO: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTiDiCSksd2xFe-syU-pfMwqq99edZHtH&si=Jz6AE-hlLt3EICLB
as a bonus because I love ya :*

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November 10, 2023 entry twenty three: The Views were life-changing at the IAAB Tour
Uh ohhhhhhh back again ;) LMAO do y'all know that song? Either way, welcome back to TDD! On this week's entry, we have TWO EARTH DEFYING GUESTS, the loves of my life Marjelin & Jamila here for another JJJ to talk about Views! We all love Drake downnnn and went to the It's All A Blur Tour so of course, we had to cover that experience as well. I just want to thank the girls for pulling up on the pod and sharing this space with me to fan girl over Drake, I love you both endlessly :') and I hope you all enjoy this video! Let me know your favorite song from Views and your favorite Drake album down below. I LOVE Y'ALL AND SEE YOU SOON!
My Social's Portal
My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
Film Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095438530916
The Delusional Diaries Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095469159549
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah
Jamila's IG & Tiktok: @leilahflo
Marjelin's IG & Tiktok: @marjelin
The Rec Center
1. I Get Lonely by Drake: https://youtu.be/LEphhve_ILQ?si=UHgcTaGzt9TCzFkC
2. Gave Your Love Away by Majid Jordan: https://youtu.be/R8QG7nf5IXQ?si=Y9w6FpHRhTxGYQaB
3. Pop Style (OG Version) ft Kanye West & Jay-Z: https://youtu.be/UOg7t9J5nmg?si=k5u8gQAHDom-Z2nE
4. Home 2 Drake's Best Work Playlist (on Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4vGnlEWhMqQkqGzeiZiJlS?si=53e13b9194b1418a
5. For All The Dogs by Drake: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLF4zOU-_1sldqZIv8UEvE2ChFHLkkneT1&si=6ITAhV3OrA_1_qPt
6. Jaguar II by Victoria Monet: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLW4sJbVq0Y5jZ4pTO3O9hD91C1REfFYeF&si=FE2o56YyC1o7hPuX
7. Temptation Island: On Peacock!
8. Ugly Betty: On Netflix!
9. Love Is Blind: On Netflix!
10. The Other Black Girl: On Hulu!
11. Talk To Me (Movie from A24)
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November 03, 2023 entry twenty two: Rolling Loud Miami is my Coachella
WELCOME BACK TO YEAR 2 OF TDD!!!! I'VE MISSED Y'ALL SO MUCH :) this time to record and get content/things in order for The Delusional Diaries has been so amazing and I can't believe it's finally time to open up this chapter with y'all! OFC, we started back on track with a music entry and Rolling Loud Miami 2023 was one for the books. We got into everything: great artists, great songs, great fits & great memories with my brother as well as Simulation Smilez (my film project baby!!!) I hope you all enjoy & PLEASE let me know down below if you've been to Rolling Loud and if not, would you go? SEE YOU ALL SUPER SOON WITH THE NEXT ENTRY!!! I love yaaaaaa :)
P.S: Rolling Loud... I'll keep doing this back & forth with y'all because I know you will sponsor me in this lifetime ;) and for that, thank you in advance but next time make sure PinkPantheress is there foreal cause I was heartbroken!
The Rec Center
1. Ily Rolling Loud Miami (on Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3QBVNjTXpoCAU5dwbHmUZZ?si=b094af8f28f04e30
2. Modern Family: I watched on Peacock!
My Social’s Portal
My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
Film Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095438530916
The Delusional Diaries Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095469159549
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah
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August 27, 2023 entry twenty one: That's a pretty fuckin' fast year flew by
Happy birthday to my babyyyy, The Delusional Diaries had a birthday in July (yes, I'm hella late lmao #whoops) and of course, we had to celebrate!!! I talked about how this year has transformed me in general, my favorite entries so far on the podcast & my goals for Year 2 of TDD. I said I love you & thank you a million times but it will never be enough to let you know how much I appreciate everyone's love and well wishes on this endeavor. A year ago when I started TDD, I genuinely didn't know what life had in store for me but I'm so blessed to say a year later how not knowing exactly what my future holds doesn't freak me out as much because I'm so sure about The Delusional Diaries being in my life forever. THANK YOU AND I'LL SEE Y'ALL VERY SOON *heart emoji*

WATCH YEAR ONE OF TDD HERE: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTjDk1zuZdQbCPuvixftqWDr4jVXB3OPV&si=FLS3F2LLUdA6W36J
and of course, where you stream your podcasts!!!

My Social’s Portal

My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
Film Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095438530916
The Delusional Diaries Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100095469159549
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah

Rec Center
1. Skyline To by Frank Ocean: https://youtu.be/CtkUJb22oSQ?si=cK-7yvUyDoNKyr1r
2. Blonde by Frank Ocean: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLzoqV_VvWIwGzYTcm3r1JwqgQOBXTvKyd&si=TbTv4sAzsgW4GEk1
3. Hypnos by Ravyn Lenae: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLqJlmvd-5V23P3bywRjXqZYASpFugepXL&si=ZGPOnDIy_tkAdJxx
4. P by Odd Future: https://youtu.be/51RUaomCkP4?si=rjzHN8lluNz5Vm5C
5. Another You by Tony Williams ft Kanye West: https://youtu.be/lnADp4vGBAg?si=PVuTaQl9efp_yIq5
5. Monet's Moving Vlog: https://youtu.be/kE4oHiFW9Ag?si=uV3r9k3nkzY4oylF
6. Bria Jones' fear of being seen video: https://youtu.be/iIt0uKUs01s?si=oXfNoopAU1xFM3Rl
7. As If The Podcast by Aja My Queen: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLfkHhQqk_NABjq1CU7wyF5axiq1eriKfR&si=WNLcdbQrO45qutpF
8. Two Birds Both Stoned Podcast: https://www.youtube.com/@twobirdsbothstoned4328/featured
9. We Said What We Said by Rickey & Denzel: Only on Spotify!

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July 08, 2023 entry twenty: Yes, I'm Changing
Hi y'all :) welcome back to entry 20 of TDD!!! On this entry, we're breaking down walls & talking about my insecurities along with my strengths cause don't get it twisted... both are acknowledged & celebrated over here. Within the last month, I've realized how much I've grown as a person. I genuinely think that everyday I'm turning more & more into the woman I want to be and for that I'm grateful. Y'all know how I usually reference 23 being the hardest year of my life? Well 24 came with some major life shifts and I'm only 4 months in.... THAT'S CRAZY LMAO. I love y'all so much & I'll see you on the next one ;)

Rec Center
1. Yes, Im Changing by Tame Impala: https://youtu.be/D_cMCvudZBs
2. F65 by IDK (my faves are Paperchaser, Pinot Noit, Middle Passage, & Elmina): https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUeVgq8GQMx9J3MzGLC6-hSlMayqSFLu4
3. Heard It All Before by Sunshine Anderson: https://youtu.be/W4-EnbaN2J0
4. Keke on The Terrell Show: https://youtu.be/UNt_nn_AfNI
5. Big Boss by Keke Palmer (The Movie): https://youtu.be/xY_B6oAMBgk
6. Big Boss by Keke Palmer (The Album- my faves are Love Language, Love Like This, Approach Me & I Care): https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLQCohcHyQmSLl9HlPATv5p8kgFsso3D9w
7. Not Dead Yet: I watched on Youtube TV!
*ITS CRAZY THAT I RECORDED THIS WAY BEFORE EVERYTHING WITH KEKE BUT JUST SO Y'ALL KNOW... I LOVE MY GIRL FROM INFINITY TO INFINITY & A HATING MAN WILL NEVER BE COOL WITH ME LMAO*

*Also, this is where I found my therapist!!*https://therapyforblackgirls.com/

My Social’s Portal
My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah
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June 16, 2023 entry nineteen: The Office vs Parks & Rec
You guys... I know it's been a while but I come bearing gifts. It's definitely the best one possible because my BESTIE IS FINALLY HERE ON TDD!!! Welcome back to another entry of the pod :) me & Marj are reporting live from Bradenton to defend our favorites: Parks & Rec and The Office. We talked about our favorite characters, memorable moments & why in actuality we're obsessed with both shows LMAO. I'm so happy that Marjelin was finally on TDD and how the universe made this entry come together seamlessly, friend whenever you see this ILY & can't wait for our next entry together ;)
* I don't own any of the content in this video*
1. The Office Trap Beat: https://youtu.be/vgmlb1WSTa8
2. The Office Dance Clips: https://youtu.be/Q4pC1IYFr6I
3. Jim Looking At The Camera Compilation: https://youtu.be/cmJudQW0GwM
4. The Coal Walk: https://youtu.be/2jB0a81opkQ
5. Jim's Love Triangle: https://youtu.be/KVUhMUckDBw
6. Tom's Business Ventures: https://youtu.be/K3f8EMCwQ5o
7. Jean Ralphio: https://youtu.be/3KhL7WoqYoo
8. Snake Juice: https://youtu.be/uZ2VDsXhwWo
Janiah's Rec Center
1. Pitch Perfect: On Netflix!
2. Xo, Kitty: On Netflix!
3. Kaytramine by Kaytranada & Amine: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lu1EY8nGVUfXmMe0oXBMX5hzMhyT_ekrg
= my favorites are Sossaup, UGH UGH & K&A
4. When U Cry by SWV: https://youtu.be/lBalk3Em4kg
5. Signs by Snoop Dogg: https://youtu.be/Cs2d7qrVbB8
6. Kendrick Lamar: My favorite album from him is To Pimp A Butterly so start there ;) https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDCdjwiC90TGNwIVOUU_mKmThxmYPcKZr
= my favorites are Wesley's Theory, For Sale (Interlude), These Walls, Momma, Complexion (A Zulu Love) & You Ain't Gotta Lie (Momma Said)
Marjelin's Rec Center
1. Pose: On Hulu!
2. Lyle Lyle Crocidile: On Netflix!
Social’s Portal
My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniahTikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiariesThe Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah
Marjelin's IG: @marjelin
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April 28, 2023 entry eighteen: Rihanna can retire because she made Anti
WELCOME BACK TO TDD :) please join me in celebrating the one & only! We're talking about Anti and I really meant this title!!! I truly feel like Rihanna can leave music forever solely because she left us with this gem in 2016 that STILL hits 7 years later and that's nuts. She's revolutionary in my eyes & will always be admired on over here on TDD. I need to know your favorite songs from this album & from BadGalRiRi period down below, I love y'all so much & hope you enjoy :)

Rec Center
1. Anti by Rihanna- https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLypxKwK9RwxylaqIK2bi24U67Qn9H_JvU
2. Gold by Arin Ray- https://youtu.be/VxG7ZkRYPu4
3. Flex Up by Lil Yatchy ft Playboi Carti & Future- https://youtu.be/kGV5V_VIVc8
4.Goodnight Gotham Music Video- https://youtu.be/UnSrgScjSE8
5. Moral Conscience by Kali Uchis- https://youtu.be/4LqjWL_71dM
6. Worth The Wait by Kali Uchis ft Omar Apollo- https://youtu.be/ch5i_Bpd98Q

OMG and here's the article explaining the braille on the vinyl!- https://www.vanityfair.com/culture/2015/10/rihanna-anti-cover-what-it-means-roy-nachum#:~:text=The%20Braille%20on%20the%20work,%2C%20won't%20be%20heard.

My Social’s Portal
My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah

* I don't own any of the music in this entry!!!*

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April 17, 2023 entry seventeen: I'm a fish sign, my bday March
Posting this in Aries season (hbd to my bestie) but Long Live Pisces Season!!! Welcome back to another entry of TDD :) I turned 24 on March 3 so it only felt right to do a recap on my birthday season & talk about what I've learned in 5 weeks and day of being a year older lmaooo. I was able to celebrate with my friends & family which is always a blessing and I always love being surrounded by the people who see me cause it always puts things into perspective. In all honesty, this birthday truly showed me how abundant I am in love & wisdom. I really left this Pisces season more inspired and ready to dive deep into myself & my creativity because I know I'll strike gold :) I hope y'all enjoy this entry & let me know how you feel every time your birthday rolls around!! I love y'all to the moon & back <3 see you soon!

The Rec Center

1. Peach Fuzz by Tyler, The Creator (I need this on vinyl actually): https://youtu.be/dlG-1sQfEyE
2. Cowboy by Tyler, The Creator: https://youtu.be/kIrWCBIvXSA
3. WOLF by Tyler, The Creator (happy anni <3): https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_ng2CdT6wBmIoe4k9UE9We2pM9VCTT1AsM
4. Don't Be Afraid by Knxwledge: https://youtu.be/JLIfomhSZT8
5. Delusionally24 Playlist (On Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5oXP1MrFxwWaCH2Xc5yTsm?si=958141bd58334341
6. Real Housewives Girls Trip: On Peacock
7. Everything I Know About Love: On Peacock

My Social’s Portal

My IG: @ janiah_w
Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
Twitter:@ umjaniah
TikTok: @ umjaniah
The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah
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FAQs about The Delusional Diaries:

How many episodes does The Delusional Diaries have?

The podcast currently has 27 episodes available.