Rock used to be my life and even though it’s still lives inside my soul I love my family and friends but I left it all behind for what to be a music store the God of gold records one of my biggest sins and biggest mistakes in my life I spent time on stage and I could’ve spent it finding someone who honestly cared someone who actually loved me for five ways because I sing songs the road is a lonely like you have no friends no place to call home it’s a circus life just another show nothing but circus lights it’s true I need crowns to make a smile or just traveling through space and Time bring for our time to feed everyone ignores the rise but loves to see us fall you forget how to want Once you’ve had it all my life in the departed group spoke to me because we were all deported from our families as soon as we signed the contract there’s times I wish I never joined the band but the drugs in my mind is a dopamine which is organics excitement your brain puts off so it’s not a bad drug makes you crave to cheers of the screens from the crowd I wish I never joined the band I wish I had nothing to do with this search for you out there listen to Bryin never ever made the same mistake I did If you join the band don’t let it consume you like you did me don’t let it destroy your life like it did mine Don’t abandon your family for screaming crowds and the stage it’s not worth it see you in the next video