In this episode, I talk about a pattern I couldn't see for years — how I kept surrendering completely to magnetic, powerful people and drifting on their energy instead of my own. I trace the slow accumulation of losses that finally forced a shift: the dark phase, the mirror moment on social media, the thirteen days in a Covid ward with my father, and arriving in London with two suitcases and nothing certain. This is not a story about a turning point. It is a story about weight building up until the old structure could not hold anymore — and what happens when you finally decide to steer.

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