This is part of discipleship 301. Discipleship 101 is discovering God's story. Discipleship 201 is discovering God's part in our story. Discipleship 301, is about dealing with the aftermath of trying to play God in our lives. Before we bow the knee to Jesus as Lord and Savior we attempt to play that part in our lives. Consequently, our lives bear the marks of sin and self-righteousness. Recovery from such a life is process, it means we must get real.