The Edge of the Abyss (Gain)
even though, I have always suffered
the deepest grasp of dark depression
I never gave my pains over to drink
nor chemical inducing hallucinogen
instead, I choose, to face the red-eyed-demons of damp exhaustion, head-on,
I went headlong into creepy dysfunction, standing on the edge of the abyss, gain
james kenneth blaylock