The fear of f-ing up. We all have it. Different for every mom but there, none the less. 
Today, I talk about my fear as a mom. What f-ing up means to ME.
As moms, its our job to look within ourselves to try to see ourselves a bit more clearly, to understand ourselves a little better. 
I challenge you to sit with this question: What does being a good mom mean to me? 
We have to do the work so as to not project our traumas onto our kids but where do we start? It starts with looking within. Because they learn just by watching us. & WE are their guides. Talk about pressure, right?
I just want to say that even  though you may have this intense fear of screwing up motherhood, just remember that whatever you do, however which way you choose to mother your kids, if you're waking up with the intention to do your best - to be better than you were yesterday, you are without a shadow of a doubt CONQUERING motherhood, no matter how your kids turn out. 
Who they become is not our fault. We can only do the best with what we have. 
Repeat after me: I AM A GOOD MOM. 

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